I used
to see this man;
grey
haired,
slightly
grizzled
a
healthy stature,
like an
aged tree with a sturdy stump,
and
frail branches falling around itself.
I’d
always see him sitting on his steps.
His blue
house stood tall,
proud,
holding
the man with comfort,
as if
the house knew what the man did for it.
As if
the man knew what the house did for him.
As if
they could feel each other’s appreciation.
You
could tell they had always been together.
His
porch was barren.
No place
to sit but a step.
But the
urge for the porch to sag
was
always overcome with the weight of the man
and his
love.
Sitting
in the center step.
Neither
of them showed it,
But they
were smiling.
He
secretly admired the autumn birds
peppering
the skyline.
But when
they came to rest on the roof
of his
blue house
he would
try to shout.
Frustrated
his words
fell
from his mouth like pouring slag;
deep
with grit and dropping too soon,
he
always ended up with a broomstick,
and
rapped it against the pillars
until
the house shook them free.
At night
the windows would remain unlit.
Without
window coverings
everyone
could see
the
porch had to be
his
favorite place to sit.
I stayed
in the car
too
embarrassed to join my mom
on the
day she felt overwhelmed with courageous goodwill,
to
approach the old man
sitting
on the steps of his blue house on the fringe of the city.
We
pulled in.
The slam
of her door seemed violent,
and I
could see him raise his head
as she
approached his porch holding a small fern.
She was
overly excited,
and
spoke too soon
as she
delivered a warm HELLO
coming
out with a nervous shiver
not
making eye contact
as her
confidence withered.
His
curling grey brow
furrowed
to disguise
the fear
in his old hazy eyes.
I stayed
bundled up in the old, cream mini-van.
I saw
him raise his hand,
preparing
to grab his broomstick
to tell
the house to shake my mom from itself,
and I
could feel my heart pound faster,
knowing
how the house could shake off thousands of birds.
What
could it do to 1 woman?
She kept
smiling.
Persisting
to give the man a gift.
And in a
muffled tirade
I could
tell
he
needed nothing more than his middle step.
I could
tell there just wasn’t time
for the
plant to earn his respect,
and my
mom returned to the car with the fern.
Her pride
injured.
Still
concerned.
The man
hasn’t been seen on his porch for years.
Yet I
water his plant,
waiting
for the blue house to call upon it
so I can
place it on the center step.
Only
after I clearly see
the
plant has earned it’s respect.
Jordan
R. Shaver